A word broke in two the other day, right in front of my eyes.
A familiar word: automotive
breaking into unfamiliar meanings: auto (self); motive (reason for acting).
I had been thinking about a film I adored but didn’t quite understand.
Auto motive: a key?
The self is the reason, the motor for acting
In the film Holy Motor, a man has a reason for acting, a motive, a motor.
He is performing himself.
A film in which a man is running, in black and white, first one way, then running back. He is a silent movie. A man who is only automotive. A man as made by Jules Marey, the man who “began” cinema, who began the phases of movement of the moon of cinematography, a man who captured motion as later in the film the man who is the performer will perform a dance of motion capture.
Quick — freeze one frame of interpretation — the cinema is a motor and it is holy.
A man is running in the past; then what are those horns braying behind his automotive stylized past?
They are the horns of traffic, of cars, of the present.
What makes the Carax film so free — “liberated” is perhaps a better word — is that the man seems to operate without a past; time plays no role, nor does its playmate, memory. The only past he has is the fun-house of endless reflection, so that the person may or may not be the person, a past may seem to be the past but then is revealed as only a scene — and a scene is different from a past, isn’t it? Different from a memory? A scene can play tricks.
Well, doesn’t memory plays tricks? A memory may seem solid, but here it is a wall through which we walk along with the hero, the incomparable Denis Lavant whose capacity for transformation astonishes.
A man in bed in the middle of nowhere; the bed beside his empty; he is alone.
In fact, he is almost humorously (at least to me) existentially alone. He wanders, a somnabulist, groping in dark glasses through a room, a television set on, beside a window, a city outside, a plane is landing.
His wall is a mural. His hands search birches, like a blind man. He is feeling his way.
His finger finds the lock
He turns it
He pushes and pushes
He crashes through and walks upstairs into a projector’s beam,
into a cinema among static spectators, a still,
where he is the only man moving. Where he is the automotive.
Where a mastiff prowls the aisle, the endangered aisle of cinema. What rough beast slouches?
He feels his way.
A child in a round mirror, trees behind her, her hand splayed out on a window; a phantom in the iconic pose of Meshes of the Afternoon: she annunciates this film, yes, a film of references, to a purpose which is first (but only first) cinema. Edith Scob portrays his chauffeur named Celine ( a goddess’s name, a French woman’s first name, a brand, a French author called “an absolute bastard”), Scob referencing the character she played years ago in Eyes Without a Face, Georges Franju’s horror film, about the process of “heterografting – the transplantation of living tissue from one biologically compatible organism to another … as a means of preserving and re-capturing youth.”
Eyes Without a Face, dir. Georges Franju (1960)
The mask, always the mask, which is also the mask of Phantom of the Opera, of a gargoyle in Notre Dame, of Victor Hugo’s Hunchback therein, of a French sewer, all of these tropes that casually whisk by in Leos Carax’s Holy Motors, a film of such brilliance that to watch it is to blink one’s eyes in holy amazement. I say holy; yes.
Auto motive — Cinema is self, the maker. Cinema is motor, the actor. Cinema is holy.
a Corbu-like white house; children are bouncing a ball on a balcony; “dad” leaves the house in an executive’s suit, carrying a briefcase
“see you tonight dad”
as he walks toward a black car that we expect he will get into but no, this car follows him past a guardhouse with men and machine guns on roof; reality is collaborating with the role he is about to play.
“Bonjour, Celine,” to the waiting woman.
and there it is the white stretch limousine.
“How many appointments today?”
The executive opens a file
quotes figures, financials, puts on headphones;
“We’ve got to get guns”
he is talking danger,
takes off headphones; we are in Paris; we are in plot.
takes off his jacket, puts it on hanger, flips on the lights surrounding a make-up mirror, takes out a wig, long hair, “female,” brushes it; we are in a world amiss.
Plot has gone off the rails.
another man is in the car
criticizing the performance
Oscar says, “I miss the cameras — now they are smaller than my head.”
The other man says, “Don’t be nostalgic, sentimental, thugs don’t need to see.”
He is … he is … well, he is the executive producer, the car a heartless studio,
the actor its heart.
The man is scarred, bloody
What makes you carry on Oscar?
His answer: the beauty of the act
What is beauty, M. Oscar?
In the eye of the beholder
And if there’s no more beholder?
His job threatened
The next appointment
The next and next and next …
The man is voracious; he is alice in wonderland driving through the looking glass, chomping on flowers, on leaves, on a woman’s hand, he is Goya’s giant made small but still thrusting children in his mouth, he is an avatar, an acrobat, arrayed in signals of motion capture, dancing a duet of animal passion, of death by snake, a single man on a treadmill, a man in a luxe hotel on his deathbed caressing the hand of his dear niece, he dies, he is resurrected, goodbye, see you again? a professional to another, rising up to become a professional assassin, to kill his brother who is the twin of himself, also shot dead, lying on the self-same ground
And the next and the next …
A car going up the Champs Elysee
suddenly he (seems to) break from the routine
“Stop the car!”
Gun in hand he runs across the street
shirtless in a feral red hood
A cafe where the banker sits; he shoots the character he was in the beginning
The portfolio again
I think I caught a cold killing the banker.
Scob lights a fire — there is a grate in the car — he unpeels his wrinkled face
goes through a gorgeous hall of dissolving mirrors
he is The Lady from Shanghai, the dissolving mirrors of self
in front of La Samaritaine department store
he “runs into” Kylie Minogue in another car —
seeming like an accidental meeting between appointments.
She has a Hitchcock face (the alluring passivity of Kim Novak)
hair in french twist.
She is called Jean (Seberg), in a trench coat, from another film,
it is noir, it is night.
Is that your hair?
they made me older.
Are they your eyes?
No they’ve made me Eva Grace, an airline stewardess
living the last year of her life.
A grating; they bend down and under it, come out
into a gutted store
They’re turning it into a luxury hotel.
Another thing no longer adequate; no longer wanted.
They walk on plastic tarps.
We have 20 minutes to catch up on 20 years
She sings, Jacques Demy,
walking away from him,
who were we? when we were who we were ? back then?
runs toward him; violins, Deborah Kerr,
there was a child
The strings swell
we once had a child
Lovers turn to monsters and yearn to be far apart
They climb up the stairs, do they have Vertigo?
They are on the roof; the huge letters of a sign,
backward (of course): LA SAMARITAINE
there’s something you don’t know
— about you?
— about us.
time is against us.
I’ll be going.
he’ll be here any minute
it’s better that he and I don’t meet …
he walks away turns waves she waves and …
takes off her coat; She is in her stewardess uniform. Takes off her wig; shakes her brown hair. She has become another person.
Takes off her shoes, climbs over the roof railing and inches along the letters of the sign, and … and … turns around: stands at the ledge, the street way down below …
He is walking down the stairs, sees the man, the other man, who is going to meet her —
the other walks up the stairs: Jean is that you? Jean Jean?
The white limo is there, as always waiting for him
but in front of it is a body. Her body.
he caws, a crow, a bird, the Bird(s) —
jumps into the limo
Monsieur Oscar: “we are obsolete Celine”
The film is a threnody to the cinema that Carax loves and sees in its death throes
But cinema too has a purpose here beyond itself, it too is a refraction. The references are not only a game of Can You Find the Reference? but to the illusion that is us, believing that we are auto-motive but perhaps propelled, believing that we are acting our lives when we may be only acting scenes under someone else’s direction, believing we are meeting the memories of a loved past on the roof of a building when we may only be meeting a memory of a Hitchcock film which itself is a memory of the illusory other, the woman who eludes, escapes, climbs, ultimately on a sign — the Hollywood sign, the face of Mount Rushmore, the window through which James Stewart peers into the lives of others, the sign that is a sign of La Samaritaine, the alphabet of letters from which we, along with the “character” throw ourselves off. Among other things, Holy Motors is French philosophy.
A man is performing himself.
The Parisian temple of consumer goods, now gutted, and also the Samaritan of parable, of which Wikipedia tells us that “a traveller … is beaten, robbed, and left half dead along the road. First a priest and then a Levite come by, but both avoid the man. Finally, a Samaritan comes by. Samaritans and Jews generally despised each other, but the Samaritan helps the injured man … Tell us that portraying a Samaritan in positive light would have come as a shock to Jesus’ audience. It is typical of his provocative speech in which conventional expectations are inverted.”
Unwittingly Wikipedia is telling one of the many refractions of Holy Motors, a film so deceptive that we think we are interpreting it as the a story of an actor, of identity assuming many roles and thus being plastic, of an actor in a cinema, of this actor as a parable for us as actors. No. We go deeper and deeper; we climb over the sign LA SAMARITANE with some of its letters burnt out, we throw ourselves off, we look down at the body, we go on to the next episode.
you really must eat
he is in a dressing gowon
looks like an odalisque
we must laugh before midnight
before the chimes?
who knows how long
a long day, she says
we’re all drunk
we’re all drunk and dead
Oscar it’s getting late
Celine parks the limo.
He turns out lights in make up mirror covers the mirror with black cloth
she gives him the money for tonight
see you tomorrow
Standing next to her, he is tiny
he thanks her
Celine gets back into car
we would like to live again
but that means we’d like to relive the same thing (piano)
make the long journey once more
touch the point of noreturn
and feel so far away from our childhood days
and when we’re cold we think
we’d like to live again.
that means we’d like to live the same things afresh
our time has not yet come to rest
we have to do what we love again
dive once more
into the cold liquid days
He is “home,” enters a suburban petit bourgeois house
It’s me, he calls out.
The fundamental sentence of identity?
An ape enters.
How is our baby Luce?
How is our baby, light?
He and the ape hand in hand
at a cerise window
i’ve got some news to share
our life is about to change
we see ourselves start again, feel
the sap rises inside us
but it cannot be
no it cannot be
no it cannot
A film without mechanics — narrative or otherwise — an episodic form through which we advance, without explanation, each episode promising narrative but never giving us the end until the end.
Is this not cinema? Is this not life? Is this not THE END?
No. Now we are with Celine driving at night in the car
into a garage called HOLY MOTORS, the light on the O almost burned out
Celine releases her tight French twist into a spray of blonde, taking years off the Scob of the 1960 Franju film, becoming young again, as the song of Holy Motors says it cannot be — but it can be, in cinema.
She puts on a mask, a phantom of the opera mask, a Franju mask.
She makes a call
I’m coming home
she walks down an aisle, a bride,
beside her are all the white limousines, parked at a slant,
She turns off the lights.
The white stretch limousines left alone in their stalled spaces speak: we hear their murmured voices conversing.
“My client spent the whole day crisscrossing the city
Red backlights blink on and off as different cars talk in different voices
I’m trying to get some sleep
It won’t be long before you sleep
before the junkyard
we’re becoming inadequate
an old man’s voice
men don’t want visible machines any more
we don’t want no more engines
no more action
muttering, all of them,
It is a congregation, a meeting, even a conclave. At the end, on the word they all atone, one almost expects smoke to be sent up, annunciatory of a new election, a passage into grace.
The man who has performed in a white stretch limousine, who has peered into a bulb-arrayed looking glass, making himself up, must exit.
A boy in an silent film throws a stone.
The End (?)
An automotive/ autobiographical note:
I have always loved cars, I especially love the wrecked, dented, wounded, weary ones, especially when they are reclaimed by light and transfigured into photographic splendor. Where did this come from? My father, a cabdriver; seeing him as more than a wreck, more than wounded and weary, becoming my photographs.
Splendor, Janet Sternburg, 2001
Fracture, Janet Sternburg, 2009
Holy Rust, Janet Sternburg, 2009